c/0 "Your (those born on July 11) lovescope for June 10, 2010. There could be a few hold ups, with today's astral configuration. If you had been about to take advantage of an opportunity that would have given your love life a boost, you might be disappointed to find that it won't happen right away. But that doesn't mean that nothing is happening. On the surface it may be quiet, but things are gradually working away at a more subtle level. It will come to pass."
"Once the approach/rejection part is over, a man’s usual next “want” is to know where he stands. This is tricky. It’s tricky because often a woman is unsure of what she wants, which means she can’t communicate to a man what’s “going on” because she may be unsure of herself, wish to keep her options open or be in an emotional turmoil for other reasons. Here’s a good rule for that situation: FAKE IT! Simply put, as a woman, put together your best guesstimate of where you want the relationship to go, and communicate it simply and briefly. You can always modify your goals later, but without communicating some direction to a man…you’re much more likely to lose him."
When is my ship going to come in? When is it my turn? When will I find the one for me? When will I find someone who finally loves me.
Love is all I have ever wanted; to be wanted and needed. And I never get it. Never. I have never been “the one”, to anybody.
Am I not worth loving or unlovable? Did I do something wrong; do I not deserve love? I have been waiting patiently, faithfully; and nothing. It’s always nothing.
Still nothing.
They say love is the answer; so where the hell is my answer. I am sick and tired of getting my hopes up; only to fall hard at the realization that this-again-isn’t “it”.
Where is it? Where’s the love? I can’t find it or it can’t find me. Whatever the reason, I don’t have it.